am feeling a bit restless. i don't know why. school is starting soon. new curriculum to get use to, new teacher to train, new kids... don't think it can get any worse than last year, can it? still emailing, but maybe that isn't good. better than nothing? am not even sure if that's what i want. i don't want to be skeptical nor pessimistic. i promised myself i would give it over to God. here Lord, take it. i don't want to think about it anymore. it's in Your hands, Lord. my hands are open, my palms face up. heal my heart...

 
just found out today that karen and sam are moving to chicago. so close to moving back here, but no. *sigh* tina in ny, grace in boston, karen in chicago. me still here. when will we all be in the same place again? i miss that. =(

 
was reading tina's blog and decided to try my own. it's nice to be up late when there's peace and quiet. still so much going through my mind despite the time. should get to sleep though so i can get up early to work. my classroom is such a mess. summer school left expected trash. i will make sure they clean up their mess. lots to do, lots to do. sleep first though.