i tried to delete my last post, but for some reason it still shows up. good thing the picture didn't show. that wasn't such a good idea.

it's only tuesday during the 3rd week of school and already it feels like school has been in session for longer.

one of my students is leaving on friday. i'm sad. he's such a sweet boy. all because his parents can't drive him and he can't get a ride to and from school. there has to be a way though... i don't know why parents don't think of these things before they make the decision to enroll their child. don't they realize the impact it has on their son being in a new school for 3 weeks, then having to leave all his new friends? not to mention the large sum of money wasted on the uniform, books, and tuition? *sigh* i'm going to miss him.

the attendance in xP has gone down considerably. i'm not sure why. only 76 people this past sunday. i know i shouldn't be discouraged, but i am. what does God have in store for xP? this past sunday we talked about going outside our comfort zones to lead others to Christ. made me think of my friend's suicide. made me also think of my grandma. started choking up when i had to explain the crayon thing and when i prayed at the end of the activity. was trying so hard not to cry. opportunities lost... and souls lost forever... i miss my grandma.