it's amazing how one event can change your life so drastically.

it's permanent. there's no going back. those days are but whispers in the wind. and no matter how much you want to forget, it haunts you every minute of every day. it's like a piercing arrow, that has hit, in the dead center of your very being, twisting and puncturing again and again and again. and despite all the good things happening, you would gladly trade it all... give it all up...

if only you could have your best friend back...

then the world would be right.